For any of you who are concerned, this train was sitting idle as track transfers were being done many miles away. I did remember this photo from a few months back and I’m using it as a analogy for my lack of blogging since I retired.
As the excerpt states it’s now or likely never. I’ve become worn out with social media as it’s no longer fun for me with no endgame in sight. So, I’m going to take this last chance to address this within myself and to share with you.
It will be an organic process which will be a brand new concept for me. I’ve spent a lifetime choreographing everything to either protect myself and my secrets or to ensure a process with the most positive outcome.
As more of you have to come to know I have anxiety. To be more specific I have battled a diagnosed Generalized Anxiety Disorder since I was a young boy without any professional medical attention or guidance. I changed that 19 months ago of my own free will and that can be addressed in another blog post if I choose to. What has heightened my anxiety with regards to my writing or better yet, not writing, is I imposed a dark cloud on myself.
That proverbial thunderstorm being that you would not enjoy my blog and my non-fiction story telling without Phoenix as my muse.
This is now something I will address head on in writing and social media or I will drop it all and pursue something else to do for the rest of my life.
Have a great week! 🙂